J , thank you

u choose to come back now ?
end of August and early of september ;
to watch fire works with me,
celebrate birthday together ?

as usual,
u always give me sweet memories , never even fail for once.
you know i love to watch fire works and u drive me all the way up to the hill top and watch all the fire works from all places ;
you know that i am afraid of cold but will never bring my sweater along so u brought u'rs for me ;
you know i love junk food so u prepared potato chips for me ;
you know i only can drive mineral water so u went round and rounds just to get me one ;
you sent me home right at my curfew of the day and give mummy a big hug , that's why mummy loves you, [:

thank you very much
but

why ??

since im form 2 ,
u leave and come back,
u came back and leave again,
we movie all night,
we went genting when bored,
u shop with me when im sad ,
u buy me ice-cream but only allow me to eat 5 spoons; the max ,
we went for trips ,

you said sorry u cant celebrate my birthday with me every year
but
you guarantee that i will watch fire works together with you every year .

u said u promiss me , but sorry i never trust your promiss .
just try ur best , bbe.