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Its been a longg time ever since i blog.

busy with working life and friends around.

especially my awesome one, His good at time but yet bad too.

hope this can maintain long.

my 18th b'day dint really celebrate as what i wish but at least i have him with me all day longgg.

loves '

Sunday !!

templer Park, Sunday day out with family,

& i swear it was awesome

<3

ilyouguyss (:

* monkeys around !!

sales launching 17June

(:

night of 20th May *Mist

legal 18th punye aaron (:

marcus, me daniel

marcus

and lastly

happy birthday aaron (:

* i had fun in mist btw .

18th May picture of the day (:

in office

tonight

xxxxxx

;

cause baby TONIGHT

i wanna shout out your full name

from the roof top

and tell everyone

that

I MISS YOU SO DAMN FUCKING MUCH

.

<3

monday night

THIS IS CRAZ-Y !

head to genting straight after 7pm.

all the way up there,

had KFC & chill.

then, came back down.

Foos with pon. his still good.

Dayuuummmm , lol.

sleeepy, thank god the next day Wesak.

but im goingg out with aaron / rafael they all ...

* miss them muchhh , teeheee

(:

Life ??

life is good ?

im slowing getting in a new living style.

is not a must to leave m'sia.

cuz that's call running away but not settle the problem.

my real best friend will always be with me.

shop all i want, laugh all i want, bullshits all i want and smoke the night out everyday.

11th May, one month ever since the day. & im still counting.

12th MAY

went movie - Priest & eat. after all, left sunway and head to AC. chill awhile. went THE Library and have a drink.

13th May

it's one month ever since we last met.

i went clubbinggg & my sister is homee (:

14th May

finally, i get to meet my best friend, baby brenda.

but sad shape, out day dint flow with the plan.

urghhhh. she left early after eating in tGIF.

i went watch Fast5. that show is AWESOME ! like seriously*

planned wanna head to MOS for the night but,

i was too tired, cuz since thursday straight , i've been having enough sleep.

@piggy (:

@#@$#%^#^%

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IM HOLDING BACK MY TEARS

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i spend alil' time in my room doing this.

i need more love, cuz im lack of love

<3

little Julia

she just cut her hair.

This little girl is still so cute although it's been a long time even since i met her.

and now ..

she started to CALL MY NAME , Lily (:

and she call amirul say funny name, aha .

ever since i had my new life , i seldom hang out with them anymore.

bunch of crazy friend.

& ifwat :D

the dude that never fail to make me laugh.

# now i've learn my lesson. moving on is way better then holding on. although me and mirul had smtg b4, but its just the matter of time. and now look at both of us, we're still close, as a friend that know each other well (*:

so all i need now is to give out more time, and i swear i can handle WHAT'S IN MY HEART now.

i was there that night when u said we're more than friend.

looking at those pictures

bring memories

i told myself

to

forget

.

he just called

to make sure that im fine

so that he can go to bed

he said i'm messing with his brain

but actually

his the one messin with mine.

he thought that im fine and cool with it

but

there nothing i can do with it since he already made the decision.

this is what i get after doing everythingg ??

i feel shitssss ; like seriously

i have no appetite for food

i cant sleep well

once i wake up, open my eyes, everything of his comes in my mind

im just always thinking

how nice is it

if i have him now

to cuddle,

to hug,

to sleep with,

and when i open my eye in the morning,

his the 1st one i see , lying & hugging me.

i really love those feelings.

but i get nothing after giving out.

;

heart.is.ill

i was away to PortDickson

group picture .

view from the apartment's balcony.

kawanku

that's daniel's cap

iloveitttt (:

i spent my FRIDAY with my friend :]

this is aaron ee !! (:

brenda of course :D

and here comes daniel (:

was bored stoned at home, so called aaron.

he came to Mcd and pick me up , with daniel in the car and head all the way to pick baby brenddy (:

then we chill in curve's pappa rich , then MOVIE TIME.

movie was awesomeee.

after movie, chilled in Desa park then we went makan.

aftterr all, ITS TIME TO so GOODNIGHTSS fellowww , love you ppl (:

EMPIRE

new york - facial in empire

with amrl, amrl's mummy and ifwati .

friends and friend ~

(:

say CHEESE :D

PINK always love me (:

new house

otw to amrl's new housieee in Sepangg

nice and big

(:

strawberry's field

MAS

yess !! passedd !

but failed next stage =|

kebayaS (:

PEACE :D

7th

baby boyyy (:

bite from loves ;

i love my day :D

out to timesquare, sungei wang , pavi then KLCC.

i swear its was damn tired but awesome.

ifwat shop more than me, worst than a girl, cuz he have the CASH :D

i swear i had fun <3

when the night is still young,

when i get bored waiting for you, i'll be wild ;)

up the hill <3

gentingg

thursday, my off day.

i went to gentingg with ifwat, my bun friend (:

aaarghh, not feeling well when i reached there.

:(

saddddd, but after that get well d (:

its kinda fun there, and i get to drink starbucks for FREE :D

took pictures .. chilled around.

the ourdoor games are scaraayyy =| but INTERESTINGG , \teeeheee xD

get down from gentingg by cable car , 1st time in my life, ITS FREAKINGG SCARY LA :S

then we went sunway to chill

and

i taught ifwat how to drive, IM PROUD that he can drive a lil' now :D

loves, nightt <3

printed.

its just me and brenda.

best friend forever in life.

we know each other soo well

and

i really loves her

(: