breakdown

i cuddle you
but everytime i cuddle you, i dont know when will be my next time cuddling you.
i hug you
but everytime i hug you , i will hug you tight and long
because i dont know when is the next time i can hug you again.
i kiss you
i dont wanna let your lips away from mine
because i'm afraid i dont get to kiss you anymore.
i want to see you everyday , every single day
because i'm afraid one day later you're gone

but
sayang :l
now you're gone .
and
you remain me as your friend .

)":

no matter what i do ,
you just cant let go your past .

why cant you just come back and say you love me ,
come back and make me smile,
say you miss me,
and give me a hug with love.

you know i cannot afford to lose you.