left

i left physically and mentally.

please dont cry anymore.

i cant afford listening you crying on the phone.

my choice is the best for both of us.

but i seriously miss you much here !!!

you thinking of me ??

tired

i thought i could do this ,

thought i was strong enough to block out all images of you and me,

maybe one day you're going to be sick and tired of me.

you're gonna hate the fact that i cry too much

and i'm mad at practically everything regarding you.

and maybe then you're going to start searching for some else.

some one cuter , some one less demanding and some one that will give you more freedom.

i dont know what's gonna happen in the future

but

i hope you dont leave me.

you always remind me to stay FRIEND at this moment cause you wanna take thing slow and tired of all those drama. i remember.

but everytime when i wanted to do something that is slightly more than friend, you will push me away ,.

im afraid everytime when i see you chatting with girls .

you are no more sweet to me like you used to.

everytime when i looked back those msg you sent to me last time, i realise you dont say it nowadays anymore.

everytime i think of you, all i can do is just cry out.

you just pushed me away too many time till i'm lack of confident anymore that i can make you stay with me.

remember that day you sent me home, IMPOSSIBLE is the song that played from the radio.

this song ... in my mind.

i dont deserve all these huh ??

i seriously miss those days

days that you used to hug me tight with feelings in it.

impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

8th JULY

heard of you today in school, came home and visit your profile ...

after viewing all those pictures in your profile's wall .. can see that you people are getting better rightt, my presence of my greet to you doesn't matter anymore.

just wanna know how've you been lately but it seems like everything is fine and you've become happier ..

anyway.

i miss you